UnsraW's Comeback

Here to say that after a long awaited illness, with all thanks to Yuuki and his powerful growling and such, UnsraW is returning to activities after that long break and Yuuki's illness.

They're going to be holding to live concerts as like, a celebration for their revival at Takadanobaba AREA on the 22nd and 23rd of August.

I thought for sure that UnsraW was back together but, now we all have update on them.

"Thank you, Yuuki for such a long wait, no really. You needed to take it for us all, so we can hear those awesome vocals."

Hmm, what else is there to say... ... ...

Oh yea, lets hope that whatever the rest of the band mates were working on, and throughout their time being solo is something great and yet, coming soon for us all to hear.

I'm so excited that they're back in action. I almost pissed my pants.

XDDDD

Rejected by my own mother again for the millionth time. WHY DO I EVEN TRY!!!!!

It's useless and pointless. I knew the outcome from the start. I knew what was going to be said and what useless events weren't forgotten. I need a gigantic bucket of ice cream.

She doesn't understand that her own son is in dire need of support and well, he's seconds away from taking his own life and making no more mistakes to carry it out. I'm done trying. Everyone, tries so hard to convince that woman to take her son, me, back in but, whatever it is, she refuses.

Right about now, I need an endless count of hugs, but, not a shoulder to cry on. I'm shaking badly, and once again, I'm back to my aloof, sorrowful self. The one that inflicts pain amongst his very being. That writes disturbing, sad, sorrowful, depressing poems. I am the emo child I once was. I have been locked away for too long. Now, it's time I rid myself of this soul and say goodbye to everyone, this cruel loving world.

Why are parents so... so... soo EVIL!!!

So, I'm sitting down in my little area on my bed "the couch", playing Mana Khemia on the ps2 before and after I watched the movie PUSH on of course, dvd when a few hours later, my sister, the one I refer to as an idiot comes to me with news that she knows I'd get upset about.

Her and her idiot boyfriend are planning to move out of this place sometime soon or as early as possible and well, the place they're movinf to only has enough rooms for those two and her idotic demon children.

She told me that "mom said she isn't going to take you in". Well, I haven't heard that one before. She's so concerned about herself but won't let her own son, her oldest son back into her house, when in fact, she kicked me out for no apparent reason at all.

She really makes no sense to why I can't come back. I'm not even on my sister's lease and I'm living in her home. The home she welcomed me into. I really didn't want to come here but, my oldest and closest sister was living back in our hometown, philadelphia at the time.

I could go on about this whole thing all day, even for a week. My sister tells me that I'm going to have to convince her to let me back in but, I don't know where to start anymore. I've tried millions of times already and she still rejects me.

But it's alright that my brother is still there, and recieving her help 24/7. That's truly un called for and, yet, she's being an irresponsible parent. I need all the help I can and my idiot sister can't offer any. She has children of her own and my oldest sister, she can and is willing to offer help but, she lives on military base and well, the base she is on is extremely strict and I don't have military dependency status anymore.

If she lived on the base next to the one she stays at now, there wouldn't be any problems with me staying with her until I get myself straightened and back up on track.

Ahhhhhhhh!!!! WHY IS SHE SO CRUEL!!!!!

And yet, I'm the one that's extremely kind, charming, lovable, truly friendly and who the world is so attracted to. I guess she just doesn't seem to care about me at all.

Now I feel like crying and bursting into tears. Seriously! She and my heart breaker are the reasons why I'm so sorrowful. If I try mutilating myself again, this time I won't fail and finally, I can die in peace. Trust me, I've wanted to die for so long since those two ruined my life, it's crazy.

Please, what do you all think I should do? I'd really like some advice.

NRFB!!!! NRFB!!! I couldn't help it, I had to remove it, hehehe!!!

I couldn't help it. This is the one product I anxiously waited to purchase. And yet, it's cheaper in reality than it is on the web. I only payed 10 bucks for it at Wherehouse music.

Uryuu Quincy's necklace from of course, the BLEACH anime. I'm happily wearing it everywhere I go. It sounds like the kind of bell collar you put around a cats neck....

KAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIII!!!!!

I wish there were still a cat around for me to play with. Maybe I wouldn'r be so bored. XD

I was going to get another necklace. The other one was a Naruto necklace. It was silver and yet, it had the leaf symbol on it of course. And then there were like two DeathNote necklace's. One was L's with a heart and the other one was a Mika heart necklace. They looked awesome.

I love this store. It was soooooo many anime accessories, it's ridiculous!!!! GYAAAAAAHHH!!!!!

DaizyStripper

LINE UP
Bass: Rei
Guitar: Mayu
Vocals: Yu-giri
Guitar: Nao
Drums: Kazami

LINKS
DaizyStripper - MySpace
DaizyStripper - Official Site

PROFILE
New visual kei band DaizyStripper has burst onto the Japanese music scene with something to offer every listener. Whether it be light and inspiring numbers or aggressive, heavy sounds, DaizyStripper produces catchy music overflowing with energy and emotion. Whatever the style of the song, the band's main priority when making music is to create "lasting melodies." The name DaizyStripper is derived from the positive image of young girls (represented by the "daisy") and the exposure of adults (represented by the "stripper"). The band's music explores the idea that adults tend to lose sight of how great it is to be immature - impulsive, optimistic, and in pursuit of dreams.

BIOGRAPHY
Mayu, Rei and Kazami were all previously in the band Clavier. DaizyStripper originated when Yu-giri, who had been wanting to form a band, approached Mayu directly after one of Mayu's shows as he was putting away his guitar. Finding that the music they listened to was similar, they decided to try their hand at making music together. Mayu talked with bassist Rei and after deciding they wanted twin guitars, Rei asked one of his acquaintances, Nao, to join. Finally the four members made a demo tape and sent it to drummer Kazami, who after hearing it along with Yu-giri's voice, felt this was his ideal band. And so in March 2007, DaizyStripper was formed. They played their first live in June and have since performed with an assortment of other bands in the visual kei scene.Released in February 2008, DaizyStripper's first release was a CD+DVD single titled Dandelion, whose title track was a message to fans describing their excitement about taking the stage for the first time. It entered at number ten on the Oricon indie chart and sold out immediately, resulting in the decision to release a second pressing, which made it to number one on the charts. The band was soon featured on TV and in several magazines, their popularity growing steadily.In May, DaizyStripper had the great opportunity of performing in front of a huge audience at Ajinomoto Stadium for the hide Memorial Summit. They then had their first one-man live, Stripper's Kingdom, on June 6th at Shibuya BOXX. That month they released a two-CD set called CROSS, and in September embarked on a tour of the Osaka-Nagoya-Tokyo circuit called [CROSS] - Gekijou Trip/Ryuusei Trip. In August DaizyStripper made their American debut, performing at the major anime convention Otakon 2008 in Baltimore, Maryland. A couple months later, their single TRUTH made it to first place on the Oricon Indies single chart, and 35th on the Oricon major chart, an impressive feat.2009 will see the release of a new single, Dearest, in June, followed by the band's one-man countrywide tour, Beauty Brightness, in July and August. Be sure to keep your eyes and ears open to learn more about this exciting and promising young band.

Dearest

June 3, 2009

1. Dearest

2. Jiiteki Showtime自慰的ショータイム

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TRUTH

October 15, 2008

1. TRUTH

2. Rude Boy

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Hoshizora to kimi no te

August 13, 2008

1. Hoshizora to kimi no te星空と君の手

2. Brilliant days.

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CROSS

June 11, 2008

1. Hoshizora to kimi no te星空と君の手
2. endorphin.
3. Juliet no Knifeジュリエットのナイフ
4. Brilliant Days.

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Dandelion

April 16, 2008

1. Dandelionダンデライオン
2. BlackDROPPer

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coed

LINE UP:

Vocals: Eri Ayano
Guitar and Bass: USSHI
Drums: TOMITA

2003年7月中旬、高校の同級生で同じサークルに入った牛山と富田はサークルの夏合宿でバンドを組もうと決める。ボーカルは6・7月のライブでCoccoのコピーをやってた彩乃ちゃんに頼もう、ギターは新しくサークルにやってきたエリーナに頼もう、と。バンド名は「みんなグレラミ」。適当だ(笑)その合宿ではCoccoの「あなたへの月」とfra-foaの「澄み渡る空なんちゃら」をコピーした。誰が言い出した訳ではないが、このバンドをしばらく続けてみようという事になった。バンド名を決めようということで富田の家に集まった。電子辞書で色々しらべたり、他のバンド名をもじってみたり。"Fancy Meat" "Jimmy Meat World"とかネタみたいなバンド名ばかり出ていた中、たまたま"coed"という単語を見つけた。男子校出身二人、女子高出身二人、みんな初めての共学じゃないかってことでコレに決定した。"code"に引っ掛けて、「こーど」読む事に。「行動力が欲しい」とはドラムの富田談。初めてサークルの外でライブをやったのは、2003年秋頃。彩乃ちゃんの友達が企画したライブに誘われて出る事になった。渋谷のライブハウス"乙(きのと)"。その時はまだコピー中心だったので、Natalie Imbrugliaの"Torn"(coedのライブで唯一富田がハモリをやった曲だね)やAlanis Morissetteの"Joining You"などを。オリジナルの曲も確か作った。あの頃の曲が懐かしい。その後の合宿などでも曲を作り、4曲くらい出来た辺りでオリジナルだけでライブが出来るようになった。ある程度オリジナルの楽曲が増えてきた頃に、既存の曲のいくつかをボツにした。ボツにしたというより、自然とやらなくなった。バンドのカラーみたいなのがしっかりしだしたのもこの頃か。エリーナが持ってきたリフとか曲の一部を皆で色々広げて曲を作るスタイルに自然となった。歌詞と歌メロ・曲名は彩乃ちゃんに任せて。一番行動力のある牛山はスタジオの予定決めや予約などを、サークルでPAをやっていた富田は全体のアレンジを決めたりレコーディングを担当したり。週1回くらいのペースでスタジオに入っていたが、活動が全て順風満帆だった訳ではなく、色々つらい時期もあった。メンバーの体調不良で活動を休んだり。色々ありながらもここまで続けられて良かったなと思う。結成してちょうど3年位の今、coedは短くて1年くらいの活動休止期間に入ります。その先の事はまだわかんないけど、まぁ暖かい目で見守ってくださいな♪ほいじゃ、また!

coed

1. jujisei
2. proof
3. way to end
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My first jrock CD purchase

So, I went to this place called Wherehouse Music last week, Saturday, thanks to my stupid idiot sister's future husband. "such a cool dude, but annoyingly reminds me of my step father."

I was looking through the cds in the rock/pop section when suddenly, my favorite jrock bands popped into my head but, in alphabetical order. I Skipped the first three when Dir en grey ran across my mind, and happily stumbled across the last copy of D'espairsRay's MIRROR single.

I had the biggest smile on my face and couldn't get rid of it. Every time I tried to, the smile just came back. But yeah, this place has a good selection of jrock and pop music, even korean artist'. There were Dir en grey DVD's and CDs but, I skipped them in regards of my long lost interest in them "because they turned to the American style of rock music but, I myself am an American but really don't care much about the American style."

But yeah, this day was AWESOME. It was $17.99 but, I spent 20 bucks on it without a care eventhough I had the right change for it.

So, of course, I walked out a happy jrocker.

But, it's funny because I live in the state of Virginia, in the city of Norfolk and this is where they came to do there Taste of Chaos Tour '08 concert and I sadly missed it.